sometimes I just want to hurt someone

seriously. Like when I'm driving and everyone's passing me on the high way. Damn cars. They think they're soooo fast, going the speed limit.
curse them. curse them all.
Or when I call someone and they obviously don't want to talk to me, but won't tell me why. And I feel like a total loser for calling them...and everything sucks and I don't know how to fix it, damnit. I hate boys. I hate older boys that think they own the world, or at least part of it, and wow..I'm so angry I don't even know what to do with myself. Seriously! Like, did I do something wrong? Tell me. You stupid ugly cow. (it hurts because it's an insult). But I've taken six months of his stupid little mind games, and after we decided (together) how things stand, now he wants no part of me. Is that fair? Is it fair for him to hurt my feelings because he doesn't want to "lead me on"? That's not an excuse, I wish he'd stop using it as one.
Gah. If anyone wants details on what happened last night to make me so pissed, ask me. I'll share it with you.
Drivers test in a week. Ouch. Scared whitless here.
But maybe Kim'll get hers fist. Good luck Kim!